Hello i am possibly 5 days from getting kicked out of my mothers house?

hellomy name is maurice i am 20 and possibly 5 days from getting kicked out of my mothers house. she says it seems like idc about anything. i am currently unemployed ive never worked and im not in school bcuz my first two semesters i failed and i am suspended from financial aid. i wake up everyday and have no idea what to do. im so afraid to go out and look for a job alone. i know im pretty much grown but i still have that fear. i need help idk what im supposed to do with my life and im pretty much just about out of options. i'd rather die than my mother kick me out bcuz idk where i would go. its really bad for me right now and i need sumones help anybody who can offer me help i would greatly appreciate it thank you